• big,
    little,
    huh,
    wow,


    i wish it wouldnt
    have come to this.
    broken hearted,
    flooded eyes,
    heavy heavy hurt.


    im stupid,
    im the ******** up,
    i always have been.
    its all my fault.
    im so sorry.
    yew shouldnt be.
    i wish this never happened.
    i wish we could have worked it out.
    i wish i could have been more understanding.



    but yew could have understood.
    but yew didnt.
    yew never have and
    yew never will.


    some times the little things in
    life such as yew in mine seem so big.
    and if yew let it,
    it will take yew over,
    and the thing that seemed
    so small in the begginng,
    will seem so big in the end.
    it will hurt more than it should.
    it will be tthe only thing yew talk
    or think about.
    some things only numb the
    pain for a little while,
    then it hits yew again.
    and yew cant get rid of it.
    people say it ill hurt less in time,
    but really being with out yew even longer,
    makes it hurt more.
    i really never thought such a little thing could
    tear us apart.
    but as time passed that little thing got
    bigger and bigger.
    yew tried to bring the person i once
    greatly loved in to it.
    it hurt really bad to hear the words
    come out of your mouth.
    i cant believe you would think
    that i would choose him over yew.
    yeah i loved him once.
    sure i still like him a little bit.
    but why does that matter
    when yew already have me.
    why cant yew understand
    just this once.
    because i really really miss yew.
    more than words or actions
    could explain.

    my heart cant come up with
    any more words to say this apology.
    my mind is in a haze foggy, cant think straight.
    plz plz plz understand. i really dont want to live without
    yew.
    i had douts on weather or not it would work before all this
    i douted it cause we never really see each other.
    yew douted too.
    so why is that the reason yew let me go? ...
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