• My chest aches,
    My heart pounds in a warm yet hard rythym that makes me cry.
    My vision goes a blue,
    My body becomes unbalanced.
    I feel jealous,
    I feel frightened,
    I feel...alone...
    I wait for my second favorite noice as I sit in my room,
    The calming sound thats goes, ring...ring...ring...
    The phone rings and I try to pick it up with full excitment.
    I hear my favorite voice.
    My lovers.
    Yet I cannot speak,
    nor can I even breathe,
    I want to talk...Yet no words dare escape my mouth.
    I want to know this feeling...
    I want to share it with him...
    Yet I cry...
    I cry in jealousy, confusion, and fear...
    I wish I was there...
    To unravel in his arms and cry...
    Until the calming worh of his body and the warm sensation of his voice,
    Gives me the feeling of secure, love, peace, joy, and pure compassion...