• This is my story of an endless love.
    I thought she was just a girl i could get over
    But I was wrong.
    From that day in her parents jeep
    I knew she was special.
    Each moment i dont see or have her
    is another moment of pain.
    She meant the world to me
    yet i ******** up.
    I shouldve kept her close to me
    And never hurt her.
    I was so happy i was with her and I love her
    But its too late.
    She has found a new guy to make her happy
    now that i cant.
    I miss cuddling and holding her so close
    the memories.
    I miss sharing myself with someone i love
    having them with me.
    I cant take back the pain i caused
    But take revenge on myself.
    For its all my fault I do not have her
    and i must pay.
    If it wasnt for what i did i would still have her
    To love and to hold.
    Now my life is worse living in fear
    of seeing them together.
    Living in so much pain and anguish
    and crying so much.
    When will it end when will i get rid of all this
    when will i end.
    Many endings start with new beginings
    but my begining is ending.
    Dont know how much more I can take
    how many fake smiles.
    I cant be happy anymore i am destroyed
    so i shall stay.