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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 21, 2017 5:42 pm
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Posted: Fri Jul 21, 2017 5:46 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2017 1:07 pm
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A smirk crossed his face and he gave Zev another squeeze, enjoying the feeling of his boyfriend snuggled against his side. "How kind of you, darling, thank you. Mmh, te amo," he murmured before he pressed another kiss to Zevran's head. And then he sighed contentedly, savoring the closeness another moment or two before he tried to remember where he'd left off.
"But anyway, for whatever reason they agreed to let me pick which jobs I'd do, and after training me long enough they gave me that rifle I showed you and started giving me jobs, yeah. They were all in Sinnoh, mostly in nearby cities but sometimes they'd send me out to one of the more distant ones for a job, though not too often. Usually I was fine with the jobs they gave me but I did argue on a number of them... looking back on it I really don't know why they put up with me. Maybe desperate to keep the people they had? I dunno," he said with a small shrug. "In any case, I did jobs for them and sometimes targeted other people I saw fit to. Back then I imagined myself some kind of vigilante or something, going after criminals that the law couldn't or wouldn't touch." Thinking back on it, it had been a naive and obviously dangerous way of thinking, but it had seemed reasonable at the time.. relatively.
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2017 1:16 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2017 2:03 pm
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Abel shook his head a little. "Oh, no, they definitely had others working for them. I met a handful but not all of them, I didn't really... care for any of them. Technically speaking I was working for an organization where, if I wasn't part of it, I would've considered everyone else a mark to go after at some point. And yeah, it did help a bit, in some way... I felt like I was making the world a slightly better place sometimes, though other times I felt kind of... despondent I guess, because there just seemed to be so many others out there no matter how many I targeted."
After a brief, thoughtful pause he continued. "But I worked there for a few years, doing more or less the same thing, and I always checked out the marks they wanted me to eliminate. Eventually over the few years I worked there, I stopped checking so thoroughly... and stopped checking at all. I guess since they'd only been giving me targets I didn't mind doing for so long I thought, I don't know, that they'd keep doing that? I don't know," he admitted with a brief huff and small shrug. His brows knitted together and his lips formed a thin line as the memory came to mind. "It was stupid of me, I realized after a while. I don't know what made me check again after I completed a job, I think I just got this bad feeling about something, so I checked. Too little too late I realized that my latest mark - and a handful of others before them - were people I never would've agreed to get rid of. I never would've taken those jobs had I actually checked them out first, but I didn't. Looking back on it I don't know if they were waiting for me to get to that point to take advantage and give me more jobs, or if it was just coincidence or they thought I got over it or what, I've no idea, but the fact of the matter was I'd killed people I never would've had I actually bothered to look into them."
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2017 2:50 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2017 4:12 pm
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"Yeahh, I did," the taller blond affirmed with one more small shrug. "I shouldn't have though, but I did. It was stupid of me, incredibly so, and it's something I can't ever take back." He could still see their faces - the pictures on the papers he'd been given for each job - and he had a sneaking suspicion they'd haunt him forever.
...but the warmth and love he felt for the man snuggling closer to him staved off the guilt and regret a bit. Abel smiled and hugged his boyfriend a little tighter, the skin along his jaw tingling a bit where Zev kissed it. "The end result of that was I went and killed the leader off - he'd been the one who recruited me and had been giving me missions - then I took the file they kept on me and left. I thought that was the only file, but obviously there was a second copy somewhere. Alyssa - Patty - worked there too. I'd heard of her, of course, though I never met her then. That's how she knew about me, though finding me here in Kodo was pure chance."
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2017 4:34 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 11:27 am
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All they could do was carry on... How relevant was that to recent events? Extremely so, though Zevran probably realized it too. Pointing it out wouldn't accomplish anything except making him feel worse. "Mmh, that's true. That's what I had to do -- what I've been trying to do my whole life. Sometimes it's easier to do than other times. But yeah, whatever time it was that I told you - morning or night - that's how she fit into the whole picture. I'd assumed the whole place kind of fell apart after I killed him but maybe it did, maybe it didn't," he said with a slight shrug. "Either way I left and never thought about it or them again until she showed up. That's why I moved out of Sinnoh actually, and moved to Unova. I killed him then spent the day getting rid of anything I couldn't carry before I moved as soon as possible. My time in Unova's a much shorter story in that regard; shortly after I moved I learned about Zorua and caught Sonia to help me out. She was a fast learner and was eager to please at the time, so training her wasn't too difficult and she's helped me out more and more over the years. While I was in Unova I did more or less the same things I did in Sinnoh, just... without the vaguely threatening organization to work for. I worked at a gun range during the day, at night I'd look into or go after targets, and after a while I met Molly. That's...." Abel trailed off thoughtfully as he tried to think of anything else he could add, anything he'd missed, but couldn't find anything. "That's about it I think."
Another pause.
"This is weird to talk about," the taller blond admitted with a slightly rueful smile.
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 12:11 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 12:34 pm
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Abel smiled, gave his boyfriend's shoulder a squeeze and planted a soft kiss atop his head. "You're welcome, and... I'm glad you understand. I'd always told myself I'd never tell anyone, that I'd take it with me when I died, but obviously that's changed. It was always such a... sure thing, I guess, that I'd never tell anyone, so actually talking about it feels really strange, yeah. Like I shouldn't be talking about it, but," and then he shrugged in lieu of finishing the sentence properly. Zevran understand what he meant, how he felt; that was what mattered most. How lucky was he to have him? More lucky than he'd ever understand.
"Oh, no, I didn't stop when I started dating her," he went on with a shake of his head before he could get too distracted by his own thoughts. "I kept doing it, though I never let her find out of course. Which was.. the biggest reason why she left me, actually, though indirectly. Considering what I was doing and the kind of life I'd been leading for years at that point, I figured I shouldn't ever, y'know, settle down and get married. It wasn't for me, I kept telling myself, and I told her too that I couldn't do it. Getting married and having kids was what she wanted most though, and even though we stuck it out a while despite that, I couldn't blame her when she left me to go find someone who would marry her and have kids with her. Not that that stopped me from being upset about it of course, but things worked out well in the end, I think," Abel finished with a warm smile as he pressed another kiss to his boyfriend's hair. "You make me happier than anyone else I've ever met, let alone dated."
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 4:45 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 11:06 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2017 1:24 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2017 3:23 pm
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