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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 15, 2017 8:30 pm
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Out of all of that, everything he'd just said, rather than focus on what could potentially be a threat to his own well-being - his life, again - he was more stricken by the knowledge the teens hadn't died. Once more Zevran was more concerned with someone else's welfare above his own, and these ones would've raised weapons against him. It was one thing to show your boyfriend more concern than yourself, but a stranger who would do you harm? That was another thing entirely, and a thing Zevran did whether he realized it or not. The knowledge filled his heart with warm, fuzzy feelings that felt odd and out of place given the subject of the conversation, but they remained for a few moments at least.
"That's right," Abel said as he gave his love - his sweet, precious love - a gentle squeeze and another kiss to his fine blond hair. "Or at least they were still alive when they left. I don't know where they went - or Luciana - after they left the warehouse or how they're faring now, but they were at least alive when they left. Sonia scared them off, apparently, before they could get too caught up in everything. I've no idea about Luciana though, it sounds like she left before they did."
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 7:45 am
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 10:17 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 3:08 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 4:51 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 5:07 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 5:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 5:47 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 5:57 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 6:03 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 7:22 pm
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When Zevran moved away and stood Abel didn't stop him, even if he wanted to. He was still healing, still recovering, and still needed to take it easy. Standing abruptly from a relaxed sitting position on a bed wasn't really taking it easy. Even still he shifted as well, swinging his legs over the edge of the bed to sit there just in case the shorter blond needed support whether he wanted it or not. The jabs stung, of course, but Zev wasn't entirely wrong. He probably should've brought it up beforehand, but then wouldn't Zevran have worried and stressed about it the whole time until the time finally arrived? Would he not have wanted to go at all just to avoid talking about it? He wouldn't know now.
"You know I always encourage you to make your own decisions Zev, and the only reason I want you to share is because I care for you. I know you've always bottled everything up or pushed it down as far as you could and just let it stay there, never really getting better, and now I'm seeing you do the same thing with this. You're not letting yourself heal from it, and I'm just... I'm worried about you. I don't want this to become another thing you can't think or talk about without getting stressed or upset months or years down the line because you never let yourself heal from it, but I'm worried that's what'll happen."
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Posted: Mon Jul 17, 2017 10:37 am
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 17, 2017 1:02 pm
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Abel quickly scooted to the side to give Zev more room to sit and his hands lifted as if to help steady him but stopped halfway. As much as he wanted to, touching him probably wasn't the best thing to do at the moment, if past experiences were anything to go by. His fingers flexed uncertainly before one returned to his lap and the other hand settled on the bed beside him. Damn, why couldn't he be good at this? Why couldn't he be better at this? Now Zev was no doubt in pain and undoubtedly pissed. s**t. Suddenly a little uncertain now, Abel floundered for a moment to find the words to speak. "Ah.. You just talk about it -- about how you feel, what you think.. about what happened, or about Taliesen, just something instead of bottling it up forever." He couldn't bottle it up forever and never talk about it or Taliesen ever again. They'd been best friends, and while it had to hurt now eventually he'd want to think back on his best friend and the time they'd spent together, all the things they'd done and everything? He couldn't want to just never think about him again, try to forget about him? He couldn't want that, surely.
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Posted: Mon Jul 17, 2017 1:13 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 17, 2017 1:53 pm
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Seeing his boyfriend in so much pain made his heart ache terribly, and once more he felt the urge to hug him, to hold him or touch him somewhere just to offer some sort of contact, but once more refrained. Zevran didn't always appreciate contact when he was upset, and he didn't want to agitate him more than he already was. Good job Abel, excellent boyfriend skills. Upset yours by making him relive probably the most traumatic experience he's ever had. Wonderful. "I... I know. He almost did the same to you, at the same time, and I... for a while I thought he had," he admitted, his voice softening a bit as his gaze shifted down to a particularly interesting section of the carpet. "I can't even imagine how it must feel. I've been trying, but I obviously don't know." He could guess - and he'd done quite a bit of guessing in recent weeks - but he didn't know. It was a pretty easy guess to think it had to be literally the worst feeling in the world though.
...that he was making him think about more. Perfect, good job.
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