I'm tearing myself up over this, I hate myself for feeling anything anymore.
It's over, and I've had to remind myself of that every day since it was first over.
It's not good when half the time you're worried about offending her, and the other half was spent worried she was going to leave you again.
It's not like it was a good relationship, we barely had even a phone conversation most of the time. We were far away from each other, and every time I wanted to just touch her tenderly, I had to ache knowing she was so far away. I had to deal with her letting me go, and having to see her be with other guys, and sometimes, they weren't even good guys...
But at least I loved her..I don't even know what more to say, I'm just feeling so goddamn weepy about it..
God, I'm ******** tired.
Bob of the Room Community Member 
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