When people look at you the first thing they think is - Do I need that person to like me? If it's a yes, then the next thought is "I wonder what they think of me". If it's a no, then they usually think "I wonder what that person's like." Or atleast, that's how I think. Sure, it's shallow, but at least it's logical. Everytime I see someone look at me, I wonder "do they like me?" And then I think..They probably never even think about that. They probably never think about what I'm like, or who I am inside, or any of that stuff. They probably don't even think about how I act. I know I don't usually think about that stuff in reguards to my friends. It's all about what they feel towards me, not what I feel towards them. I think a lot of other people must be like that too.
It's funny. I always thought that to laugh was to be happy was to have hope. People joke most about the things they need hope about. I never joke about God except for when I'm troubled by God.
What was that?
wasted_dawn · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 08:30am · 1 Comments |