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Bella 3.Bella when she goes to play baseball with the Cullens in Twilight.....I would do Edward, but no avi can do Edward Cullen justice!None!



cute!


just something simple i guess...

I'm the type of person who will take it
all for granted then love it then take it for granted again.
what can i say, its a never-ending cycle-thingie...haha!

Even when it seems like i have nothing to say,
believe me, i have a lot to say.
I just won't say.
People say that im rude or mean at times,
sorry but thats just how i am, but i
really am sorry, because usually i don't
mean to hurt you, especially if you're a friend.

People say that i push them away,
i never noticed that until they said it to me.
But im not good with words, so more then likely, if
im silent, just give me some time to say something.
If you hurt me, im willing to look past
that and start all over, because as my mother
once told me, "If God can forgive you, then who am I not to."
So don't ever think im mad at you, im not.
i wouldnt hold it against you.
I'm willing to forgive you, but that doesn't mean
that im willing to forget what you did.
If I'm giving you another chance, take it
and don't screw up again, because i only give people
so many chances until im done with them.

I love my friends, family, and especially God.
Dont mess with my friends, dont even make them cry.
I love them all, because no matter what, through the
good and the bad, im there for them.

If i say i love someone, then i really do. And i really
do love all the 3 mentioned above.
I don't use the word 'love' easily, i say what
I say from the heart. So if i say i really do care,
then believe me, cuz i care a whole lot.

I'm in a never-ending fight to figure out
what life i all about, and what God has in store for me.
But i smie through it all, because to see the joy in life
is the only way to be happy about it.

I try to have hope, even when it seems that
hope shouldnt be found at all.
But like the Polish saying goes, "If one does not play games, then there is too much to weep about."
So I might as well see the joy in life, rather
then to weep about every single little thing.

Music is my life.
I could probably give you a very long list
of songs that were all about my life.
Its my escape, and my reality.
It keeps me in my dreams, but keeps my
feet planted on the ground.
I could spend an entire day, writing the
imperfect song
imperfect poem
imperfect line
And still make it seem perfect.
Or I could just spend it being with the people i love and love me, who doesn't want that?!
Because being imperfect, is being perfect in
your own special way.
Life's not perfect, but i like having it imperfect,
all in a jumble,
and ready for me to figure it out like a puzzle.
I love life!

1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you, i love you

I'll be your bella if you be my edward......

I'll show you a sweet dream next night....


UPDATE!
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty
uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal
pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a
rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't
mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the
olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer
be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl
mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.
Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed
ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas toghuht slpeling
was ipmorantt! tahts so cool!


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Akisayo

12/24/2009 4:41 pm

Akisayo

Indeed!
Cool! Thats very pretty. an evergreen flowering plant that thrives on peaty barren lands, as in Scotland. And I do love me some Scots XD
i wish i had a scottish accent....
Akisayo

12/24/2009 8:32 am

Akisayo

XD Hooray for random epiphanies, and the light bulbs in our heads!
That sounds like a plan!
So did you ever find out the meaning of your name?
Akisayo

12/23/2009 9:05 am

Akisayo

Well I'm glad you decided on those biggrin I wanted a pair XD
Oh, I haven't even checked the RP in a while! Sorry!!!! I'll go and post right after I reply to this.
I agree, with a bit of editing, it would make a fabulous book!
Google is very BAD. I was typing in a question, and the suggestion box popped up below where i was typing, and it got me sidetracked! i was typing in "is it" and one of the suggestions was "is it true your heart stops when you sneeze?" And i totally forgot my original question! XD And, no. Your heart doesn't stop when you sneeze. You eyes also won't pop out of your head if you sneeze with your eyes open.
happy Holidays!
stephis

12/23/2009 8:29 am

stephis

Hola!!!
I_STEAL_YOUR_TOILET_PAPER

11/28/2009 8:15 am

I_STEAL_YOUR_TOILET_PAPER

Not really, besides its their personal dream. Like say Eric could be with another girl inside his dream, its common for that to happen.
Akisayo

11/27/2009 3:15 pm

Akisayo

0_0 ....
Jk, that's why we're such great friends, cause we're so much alike XD I still have to use safety scissors half the time. Never on my hair though!!!!! 0_0
I_STEAL_YOUR_TOILET_PAPER

11/27/2009 6:40 am

I_STEAL_YOUR_TOILET_PAPER

But why would u want to know what Eric dreams about anyways? Its his personal dreams.
Astrid Thorsdottir

11/26/2009 1:28 pm

Astrid Thorsdottir


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Ζούμε, και όχι όπως θα θέλαμε να, αλλά, όπως μπορούμε.
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hi! hey, it's ok! 3nodding i've been worse, lolz!

sweatdrop uh, i guess cuz i saw a comment that made me think you were leaving and i was like, "huh??!?" cuz i love you and Aki and
thought our trio was gonna break up.
hehe, just me being paranoid. i'd rather be cuz, as my bro says, "only the paranoid survive!" lol

oh and Happy Thanksgiving! biggrin





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I_STEAL_YOUR_TOILET_PAPER

11/26/2009 10:58 am

I_STEAL_YOUR_TOILET_PAPER

No theres a specific reason why u wanna know so pill it!
I_STEAL_YOUR_TOILET_PAPER

11/18/2009 3:20 am

I_STEAL_YOUR_TOILET_PAPER

Idk i dont remember my dreams when i wake up. Why did u have sugar in the morning?

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