About


Hello and welcome to my profile. Since real names are sacred and not to be shared around lightly, you may call me Candy.
I'm twenty years old, yes, I'm a big girl now.
I'm pretty self-loathing, try as I might to break my hate cycle, but what's really strange is I love myself too. Which rises the question; for self preservation can one truly hate oneself? Meh, who knows. All I know is I don't, which leads to very conflicting emotions at times which I am prone to take out on other people (I'd steer clear if it seems like I'm gonna blow).
I'm fairly shy, which doesn't leave much in the friends department. I've got two close friends (no neither of them is my mom) and my wonderful husband and that's it. It's probably why I strive to be a more open person on the internet, so I can at least have one or two more. Kinda pathetic, I know.
Anyone, below are just some 'facts' so you can get to know me better. You know, if you want. It's not mandatory and there won't be a test after. If you find we have somethings in common send me a message, I'd love to chat and get to know you!

If I were a month, I would be:... December
If I were a day of the week, I would be:... Wednesday
If I were a time of day, I would be:... 11:11 pm
If I were a sea animal, I would be:...Killer Whale
If I were a direction, I would be:...Upside Down
If I were a sin, I would be:... Envy
If I were a historical figure I would be:.. Me. I'm historical, I mean I living, but one day I'll have lived.
If I were a planet, I would be:... Saturn
If I were a liquid, I would be:.... Water
If I were a stone, I would be:... Onyx
If I were a tree, I would be:... Red Wood
If I were a bird, I would be:... Raven
If I were a flower/plant, I would be:... Rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be:... Snow
If I were a mythical creature, I would be:... Vampire
If I were a musical instrument, I would be:... Flute
If I were an animal, I would be:... Polar Bear
If I were a color, I would be:... Blue
If I were an emotion, I would be:... Jealousy
If I were a vegetable, I would be:... Potato
If I were a fruit, I would be:...Mango
If I were a sound, I would be:...Silence
If I were an element, I would be:... Water
If I were a song, I would be:... Never Let Me Go - Florence and the Machine
If I were a movie, I would be:... Silent Hill
If I were a book, I would be written by:... Myself
If I were a food, I would be:... Dungeness crab
If I were a place, I would be:... West Midlands
If I were a taste, I would be:... Lemon
If I were a scent, I would be:... Pomegranate
If I were a word, I would be:... Candy
If I were a body part, I would be:... Eyes
If I were a facial expression, I would be:... A smile that doesn't quite reach the eyes
If I were a subject in school, I would be:... History
If I were a shape, I would be:... Pyramid
If I were a number, I would be:...20
If I were a piece of jewelery, I would be:... My engagement ring
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be:... A chair
If I were a car, I would be:... Jeep
If I were an item of clothing, I would be:.. Itchy sweater


Song of the Month

April

Florence and the Machine

Never Let Me Go

Looking up from underneath, fractured moonlight on the sea. Reflections still look the same to me, as before I went under. And it's peaceful in the deep. Cathedral where you cannot breath. No need to prey, no need to speak now I am under.

And it's breaking over me. Thousand miles to the sea bed. Found a place to rest my head.

Never let me go. Never let me go.
Never let me go. Never let me go.

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me. And all this devotion was rushing out of me. In the crushes of Heaven, for a sinner like me. But the arms of the ocean, delivered me.

Thought the pressures hard to take, it's the only way I can escape. It seems a heavy choice to make and now I am under.

And it's breaking over me. Thousand miles to the sea bed. Found a place to rest my head.

Never let me go. Never let me go.
Never let me go. Never let me go.

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me. And all this devotion was rushing out of me. In the crushes of Heaven, for a sinner like me. But the arms of the ocean, delivered me.

And it's over. And I'm going under. But I'm not giving up, I'm just giving in. I'm slipping underneath, so cold and so sweet.

And the arms of the ocean, so cold and so sweet. And all this devotion I never knew at all. In the crushes of Heaven, for a sinner released. And the arms of the ocean delivered me.

Never let me go. Never let me go.
Never let me go. Never let me go.
Deliver me.
Never let me go. Never let me go.
Never let me go. Never let me go.
Deliver me.
Never let me go. Never let me go.
Never let me go. Never let me go.
Deliver me.
Never let me go. Never let me go.
Never let me go. Never let me go.

And it's over
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)
And I'm going under
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)
But I'm not giving up.
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)
I'm just giving in.
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)
I'm slipping underneath.
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)
So cold and so sweet
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)




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Tanzen in Berlin

Report | 01/31/2021 4:50 pm

Tanzen in Berlin

Nice avi and profile!
Shu ino kun

Report | 02/01/2013 1:28 am

Shu ino kun

Ah I see xD and your welcome.

I dont really use the app all to much for some reason it likes glitching out on me. >_<
Triforce Me Hard

Report | 03/18/2011 8:07 pm

Triforce Me Hard

I was excited! xD I feel stupid when I don't know answers to stuff. ;~; And of course I'm too lazy to look it up.
Triforce Me Hard

Report | 03/18/2011 8:03 pm

Triforce Me Hard

Thanks for the tip!~ This survey is long and brutal. xD
Glass Bones n Paper Skin

Report | 03/16/2011 3:39 pm

Glass Bones n Paper Skin

Thanks for buying. <3
MothGuy

Report | 06/28/2010 10:57 am

MothGuy

I just wanted to tell you that your avi is ADORABLE!
Beale Girl

Report | 06/02/2010 8:16 am

Beale Girl

thank you!
Beale Girl

Report | 05/16/2010 12:43 pm

Beale Girl

THANK YOU CUDDLY!!!!!!! Its a BUNNY! Ack!!!
Moomin Valentine

Report | 04/26/2010 1:39 am

Moomin Valentine

Hey!
I totally forgot about gaia and like just got onto it again
how are you?
miss ya
x
Beale Girl

Report | 01/25/2010 5:04 am

Beale Girl

The is a list of things I still need in my profile.....but there is not much left.....there are things like:
Mar
Embroidered Blue Jeans1659
Jun
Basic Tent Set2700
Aug
Red Checked Picnic Blanket3000
Cherry Picnic Sun Dress4920
Celebrity Sunglasses2342
and there are a few more things.......

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