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Dead End Justice<br />
In the naked city, spaces ain’t that pretty. As I was getting dusted, I happened to get busted. Oh yes, I was arrested. Oh God, how I protested. They beat me with a board, it hurt just like a sword. They kicked me in the eye. My brain began to fry.<br />
This is like a movie I know I’m gonna scream.. All the pain that I feel, makes me feel mean. It’s so sad and crazy here. I think I’m gonna cry.If I don’t wake up from this dream, I think I’m gonna........die!

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❤ - Alrightty so I'ma bee a little selfishh and talkk aboutt Mee.

Hey The Name Is Heather(: <br />
i blow candles on October 21 <br />
im Mexicann/Nativee Americann <br />
&& im Frenchh XD <br />
iive Lived In Texxas all my life, so i don't see snow until like in Febbruary !<br />
ican be a mean sometimes, but iibet you can be one too so whatever xD <br />
ican be random at times and very weird, but thats just me. and if you don't like it, then don't bother talking to me. <br />
Kayy? got it? little boyy ;] or.. giirl?.. <br />
Btw. I was too lazy to fix my profile, so uhh.. yeahh, liike itt? <br />
i betchu do ^_~<br />
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Poems...<br />
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Memories<br />
Well I was there on the day you fell into the stream<br />
And as we swung on the rope, it swung like a swing<br />
We fell to the ground, laughing so hard we could sing.<br />
Best friends forever, or then so it seemed, but now your gone<br />
Never again will we swing on our swing.<br />
Just me, entertained by my memories.<br />
Like the day we climbed those trees<br />
And got chased by those bees.<br />
Or that time that you stayed<br />
And we watched that scary movie,<br />
We stayed up in fright, and clung to each other all through the night.<br />
Best friends forever, or then so it seemd, but now your gone, never to be here again with me<br />
Just my old memories<br />
To catch me up in old times<br />
And see your smile again<br />
Your just a sad song<br />
With nothing to say<br />
My heart aches for you<br />
I miss you everyday<br />
And as I think of you<br />
I wonder about everything we used to do.<br />
From the time that I left<br />
Leaving you there on that front door step.<br />
But you'll alway mean something to me<br />
But just for now, your an old memory<br />
Only to be brought up, a thing of old things<br />
And as I write this<br />
I write it for you.<br />
Friends, friends forever,<br />
Your just an old memory,<br />
But, your always there for me.<br />
<br />
Forever<br />
Like a dream I float through<br />
The water surrounding you<br />
Longing for sweet embrace<br />
My lips brushing your face<br />
Your smile opens my heart<br />
As your cherry lips part<br />
Coming closer together<br />
Loving you forever<br />
<br />
Help me see life<br />
Help me see the magic in life help me feel the earth.<br />
A gray day, a soft wind the moist earth, a silent forest, grass tufts peeking here and there, trees that are bare...<br />
Help me see the beauty.<br />
Be there with your smile.<br />
When I'm young.<br />
When I'm old.<br />
A couple you and me<br />
a big house in winter<br />
wooden floors and a chimney.<br />
Glass windows big as shaq.<br />
Gas and power all forgetting to be paid.<br />
Snow on the ground chill in the house, chair in the center of the room by the chimneys blaze.<br />
Stay with me<br />
love with me<br />
Be my best friend<br />
look out at life with me<br />
Help me see.<br />
<br />
Back On Track<br />
I've waited for days, weeks, months and even years<br />
just to hear your voice again,<br />
the chords of your guitar,<br />
the beat of your drums,<br />
the rhythm of your bass.<br />
Now you're back on track,<br />
I'm so glad you showed up again.<br />
I never thought that you'd change a lot<br />
But I know that's for the better.<br />
'Cause everything about you gets better every time.<br />
I don't really know what else to say,<br />
I'm just so happy, just so gleeful.<br />
That you're here, like just coming back from the dead.<br />
Now I'll wait again, not for years, but months.<br />
Each day draws me to you even more.<br />
I can't wait, I just can't wait<br />
To hear the music I've been longing for again.<br />
<br />
Why?<br />
Why are we still here trapped in each others arms so tight?<br />
Those soft caresses are a lifetime away.<br />
I cry quietly so you can't hear.<br />
My face is slightly swollen, but that's ok.<br />
My suffering is your drug.<br />
Tomorrow will be a new day right? Wrong.<br />
We're both afraid of each other. So why are we still here in this never ending circle.<br />
I lay in the protection of your arms. Their warmth bringing an uneasy comfort.<br />
I still love you. But, do you still love me....like you did yesterday?<br />
<br />
Only Half-Hearted<br />
When I'm falling out of love, will you be there to catch me<br />
Or will you sit back and look across the room at the girl you see.<br />
As my heart beats fast, and all my thoughts are racing,<br />
As I think to myself whose battle am I facing.<br />
You know that you're the only piece of enigma in a world so obvious.<br />
When you look into my eyes the world becomes oblivious.<br />
It's a terrible curse, a rugged spell.<br />
You're my little pieve of heven but you make me feel like hell.<br />
You make me a hypocrite to my words with everything you do.<br />
I love the way the words come easy, I love you, but I hate you too.<br />
You laugh at me when I'm angry and your smile makes me even more mad.<br />
You always forgive my insecurities and make me feel better when I'm sad.<br />
And then you make me feel crazy and I lose all control over who I am.<br />
That doesn't matter though because I know I'll be with you for as long as I can.<br />
<br />
Secrets<br />
It’s not you; I swear it isn’t.<br />
And it’s not that I don’t trust you; I do.<br />
It’s me.<br />
I’ve held my secrets so close<br />
For so long<br />
That I can’t let them go.<br />
The thought of someone looking at me,<br />
Knowing my secrets—<br />
The thought terrifies me.<br />
And speaking those memories aloud,<br />
Or committing those thoughts to paper,<br />
Would make them real.<br />
Don’t you see?<br />
I can’t admit it.<br />
I can’t admit what know,<br />
I know,<br />
Is the truth.<br />
It hurts too much.<br />
Yeah, they happened.<br />
Those events happened;<br />
I know they did.<br />
I felt those emotions;<br />
I know I did.<br />
But I'm ashamed.<br />
I want to forget them<br />
And leave them in the past.<br />
I am trying to do that in the best way<br />
That I know how.<br />
Help me?<br />
Help me forget?<br />
<br />
Keep Holding on.<br />
Turn up the music and hold you head high<br />
Don't let the tear flow, don't let them see you cry<br />
Just smile through all the pain your in<br />
And don't ever let those monsters win<br />
Just listen to the words he sings<br />
"I am not afraid to keep on living"<br />
At Night There is Love<br />
During a starry night<br />
your surrounded by affection<br />
when i look you up in the thesauras<br />
your synonym is perfection<br />
your hair beams off moonlight<br />
and as it waves in the breeze<br />
and your immense beauty<br />
keeps my eyes open when i sneeze<br />
your eyes glimmer<br />
like puddles of rain<br />
they sparkle in the sunlight<br />
even from a plane<br />
Your laugh filled with joy<br />
and a smile so bright<br />
out of all the days i see you<br />
you are my highlight.<br />
<br />
I Hate You!<br />
I wanna take your heart,<br />
Tear it apart,<br />
Put it in a stew,<br />
And feed it to you.<br />
I wanna take your brains<br />
And do much the same.<br />
Except maybe this time<br />
I won't make it rhyme.<br />
And when I'm done with that,<br />
I'm gonna take a bat,<br />
Beat you over the head,<br />
And if you still aren't dead<br />
I'll need to break your spine,<br />
In record time,<br />
Lace it in a nice bow,<br />
And maybe then you'll know.<br />
I'll leave your legs both broke.<br />
As a finale, I'll choke<br />
The dead air from your lungs<br />
Leave the essence<br />
Of my message<br />
On your tongue.<br />
And then I'll take what's left of you,<br />
If there's anything left of you,<br />
And I'll do what you could never do.<br />
If there's anything left of you.<br />
I'm gonna make something of you,<br />
And then I'm going to love you.<br />
And if you wrong me again<br />
It will have all just been in vain.<br />
'Cause then I'll have to take your heart,<br />
Tear it apart,<br />
Put it in a stew,<br />
And feed it to you.<br />
<br />
Lifeless Love<br />
Never say those words again<br />
Lifeless love, you have become<br />
Hate what I've become inside<br />
Love what I've become inside<br />
And you took my hand<br />
And you dragged me down<br />
Time again,<br />
You told me you loved me<br />
You told me you loved me<br />
Never say those words again<br />
Pray this night will never end<br />
Hate me for hating you<br />
Love me for hating you<br />
And I hate that you're still here<br />
And I know I don't deserve you<br />
Time again,<br />
I kissed your lips<br />
I kissed your lips<br />
Never say those words again<br />
The fear has taken over my head<br />
Hate the way I killed you tonight<br />
Love the way I killed you tonight<br />
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