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  • Artist Info: (Sorry for the long read.. I just really wanted to get this out.. It's rather important)<br />
    I know that this is going to be a big step for me..<br />
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    I have treated you all with a sense of carelessness and I want to apologize for all that I have done wrong towards you. I have started to realize that I have become a, how I hate to say, a puppet..<br />
    For the longest time I have been something that isn't even me..<br />
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    I have started soul searching and have started to see all that I have done to each of you. I have became something that I promised myself I wouldn't become.<br />
    Ever since middle school I have feared of a day that I would harm my loved ones. I promised myself that I would always be careful and wouldn't allow myself to get careless. I have obviously failed..<br />
    I have hurt what I consider my family.. my loved ones.. my friends<br />
    I have become the same monster that haunted me in my dreams for so long..<br />
    Though I know I have a long journey in front of me, I want to start my an humble apology.. even if it doesn't ease the pain, I at least want it to be my first step..<br />
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    I'm sorry for the way I've become.<br />
    I'm sorry for ignoring you when you need me most.<br />
    I'm sorry for having flaked out on you.<br />
    I'm sorry for making promises and breaking them almost as if I lied the entire time.<br />
    I'm sorry for being so careless and cold.<br />
    and most of all<br />
    I'm sorry for being such a cut-rate friend (if I can even be called that) and not noticing til now.    <br />
    Like I said above, I have done some soul searching and I hope to be a better person, more like, myself, my true self. It may be odd at first, and I may not be exactly how you know me.<br />
    I may even upset some of you, but, I'm not going to be a puppet to anyone anymore. I will always tell the truth, even if it is tough.<br />
    I usually don't lie in the first place but, I'm going to always be honest.<br />
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    This is a promise that I make to all of my friends, loved ones, family and anyone else in the future that I may come across.<br />
    I'm hoping to become the person I want to be and treat you guys more like how I should: <br />
    like family<br />
    because that is how I see all of you guys. My friends are my family..<br />
    I will start by being honest and keeping in touch often with all of you, hanging out with everyone more often and becoming a better person not only for myself but for all of you, and most of all being caring instead of seeming like a careless.. well b***h..<br />
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    I love you all and I want to make it up to each of you, even if it takes me a while, I want to stay close.<br />
    I know this journey will be long but to me it's worth it.<br />
    I'm not trying to sound 'emo' or anything, I've been needing to go through this for a time now, and I'm sorry it has taken me this long to do it.
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