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  • Artist Info: This Poem "IS" me.....<br />
    i didn't write it but i love it....<br />
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    IN CASE YOU DID NOT KNOW I'M GAY!!!!! <br />
    AND I WANT TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND..........because i'm lonely emo emo cry <br />
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    I am a fallen angel<br />
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    The earth is my home<br />
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    I went away from the light <br />
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    Because I preferred the comfort<br />
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    Of the shadows and the night<br />
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    I am not evil<br />
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    Though I am not considered good<br />
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    But yet all are told to fear me<br />
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    Just because I am misunderstood<br />
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    Just because I am draped in black<br />
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    And I no longer have white wings<br />
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    Sprouting from my back<br />
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    I am forever destined to remain alone<br />
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    Ostracized by god-fearers<br />
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    In my new, mortal home<br />
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    I am still immortal<br />
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    For it is said that my punishment is to watch<br />
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    While the rest of the world suffers<br />
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    And the plans of do-gooders are botched<br />
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    I can never lend a hand <br />
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    To fight for what is right<br />
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    Or try to save the day<br />
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    I am ousted from the flock<br />
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    Though I am more or less the same<br />
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    Each of you are tainted at birth<br />
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    Yet you go through great pains<br />
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    To remove the mark<br />
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    Baptism is quite a holy shower<br />
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    Though you never lose the scars<br />
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    Don't get me wrong, <br />
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    I think it's a wonderful thing<br />
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    To try to save your souls<br />
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    From the eternal choas<br />
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    Living in sin can bring<br />
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    But I am just a reminder<br />
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    Of how black and white things are<br />
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    There is no inbetween gray<br />
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    For someone who dislikes the golden harmony<br />
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    Yet still believes in God<br />
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    I am not a sinner<br />
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    In my mind, I believe i am pure<br />
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    Yet to all I have some terrible disease<br />
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    To which there is no cure<br />
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    I am just a fallen angel<br />
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    But by my choice I did fall<br />
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    And if I had the choice to change my fate<br />
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    I'm not sure I could make the call<br />
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    You may think of me as anatheme<br />
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    You may shield your child's eyes<br />
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    You may hope you never become like me<br />
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    Some might...I wouldn't be suprised<br />
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    But you would still be the minority<br />
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    That's the golden and designated truth<br />
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    For if you went against any teachings<br />
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    You would be named a traoitor, a heathen; and uncouth<br />
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    I am still alive, still breathing<br />
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    This judgment is not so bad<br />
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    I do not wish to know what the future brings<br />
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    But for now, despite it all, I am glad<br />
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    I am free to hide in shadows<br />
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    For it is requested I remain unseen<br />
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    I answer to no one but myself<br />
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    And I choose what I belive<br />
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    Some may look at me despairingly<br />
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    Shaking their heads at the sight<br />
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    Thinking me ignorant and a failure<br />
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    That I am nothing more than a blight<br />
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    But I have grown accustomed to the whispers<br />
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    I no longer shudder at the stares<br />
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    Yet I would give my life to save someone<br />
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    If I could...But I cannot...<br />
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    Because I am not supposed to care<br />
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    I am evil<br />
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    I'm a demon<br />
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    I should be tortured and defiled<br />
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    I am darkness<br />
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    I am shadow<br />
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    Yet I too cringe when someone hurts a child<br />
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    Think of me how you wish<br />
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    I can live with your hate<br />
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    But I am no longer a prisoner<br />
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    Behind those pearly gates
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