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  • Artist Info: Okay...about me. Well, this is odd. I never really just put mself out there like that since people usually like to shut me downn and catch me on my words. And, sometimes, i feel I deserve it.<br />
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    I'm insecure. Definitely. If I could, I'd hid ein my closet and never come out again to hide my face from the world. I don't have an eating disorder since I love eating carbs and calories that equal to a lot in a day but I just can't help that whenever I'm wearing a hat, to want to pull the hat over my head and not have to look at the uncaring world in the face.<br />
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    I'm suicidal. I think about it but way more than I should. it's always there on my mind. I push it away, sure...but I push it away a lot.<br />
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    I hate ow lazy i get. I hate my computer addiction because I haven't turned in this homeowrk assignment I got two weeks ago because I couldn't stop being on Gaia. And I had to rush to finish a project we had three months to work on. I had a week to work on it.<br />
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    I hate how I disappoint people. With my appearance and how I hate sports. When I open up, they seem to mold me right back into the happy, smiling girl they know I'm not.<br />
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    I love how I'm abe to bite my lip to stop myself from saying something mean. I love how creative I am. About me? here's the words I'd use to describe myself:<br />
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    Lovely<br />
    Creative<br />
    Artistic<br />
    Beautiful<br />
    A singer<br />
    A sister<br />
    A daughter<br />
    A grandaughter.<br />
    A cat lover<br />
    A writer<br />
    An artist<br />
    Bird lover<br />
    Snowboarder<br />
    Music lover<br />
    Lovable<br />
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    Now, the cons:<br />
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    Lazy<br />
    Selfish<br />
    Tempered<br />
    Whiner<br />
    I feel like people owe me even when i know they don't<br />
    Mean<br />
    Cry baby<br />
    Suicidal<br />
    Depressed<br />
    Sad<br />
    Lonely<br />
    Hopeless<br />
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    That's me. And, since I know no one wants to read this many words (even if it could save me), I guess maybe everyone should be on their toes to see when i stop logging on.<br />
    Because, sometimes, I look forward to the cold embrace of death.
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