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Hello and welcome to my profile. Since real names are sacred and not to be shared around lightly, you may call me Candy. <br />
I'm twenty years old, yes, I'm a big girl now.<br />
I'm pretty self-loathing, try as I might to break my hate cycle, but what's really strange is I love myself too. Which rises the question; for self preservation can one truly hate oneself? Meh, who knows. All I know is I don't, which leads to very conflicting emotions at times which I am prone to take out on other people (I'd steer clear if it seems like I'm gonna blow).<br />
I'm fairly shy, which doesn't leave much in the friends department. I've got two close friends (no neither of them is my mom) and my wonderful husband and that's it. It's probably why I strive to be a more open person on the internet, so I can at least have one or two more. Kinda pathetic, I know.<br />
Anyone, below are just some 'facts' so you can get to know me better. You know, if you want. It's not mandatory and there won't be a test after. If you find we have somethings in common send me a message, I'd love to chat and get to know you!<br />
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If I were a month, I would be:... December <br />
If I were a day of the week, I would be:... Wednesday<br />
If I were a time of day, I would be:... 11:11 pm <br />
If I were a sea animal, I would be:...Killer Whale<br />
If I were a direction, I would be:...Upside Down <br />
If I were a sin, I would be:... Envy <br />
If I were a historical figure I would be:.. Me. I'm historical, I mean I living, but one day I'll have lived.<br />
If I were a planet, I would be:... Saturn <br />
If I were a liquid, I would be:.... Water<br />
If I were a stone, I would be:... Onyx <br />
If I were a tree, I would be:... Red Wood<br />
If I were a bird, I would be:... Raven <br />
If I were a flower/plant, I would be:... Rose<br />
If I were a kind of weather, I would be:... Snow <br />
If I were a mythical creature, I would be:... Vampire <br />
If I were a musical instrument, I would be:... Flute<br />
If I were an animal, I would be:... Polar Bear<br />
If I were a color, I would be:... Blue <br />
If I were an emotion, I would be:... Jealousy <br />
If I were a vegetable, I would be:... Potato<br />
If I were a fruit, I would be:...Mango<br />
If I were a sound, I would be:...Silence<br />
If I were an element, I would be:... Water<br />
If I were a song, I would be:... Never Let Me Go - Florence and the Machine <br />
If I were a movie, I would be:... Silent Hill <br />
If I were a book, I would be written by:... Myself<br />
If I were a food, I would be:... Dungeness crab<br />
If I were a place, I would be:... West Midlands <br />
If I were a taste, I would be:... Lemon<br />
If I were a scent, I would be:... Pomegranate <br />
If I were a word, I would be:... Candy<br />
If I were a body part, I would be:... Eyes <br />
If I were a facial expression, I would be:... A smile that doesn't quite reach the eyes<br />
If I were a subject in school, I would be:... History<br />
If I were a shape, I would be:... Pyramid<br />
If I were a number, I would be:...20<br />
If I were a piece of jewelery, I would be:... My engagement ring<br />
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be:... A chair<br />
If I were a car, I would be:... Jeep <br />
If I were an item of clothing, I would be:.. Itchy sweater<br />

Looking up from underneath, fractured moonlight on the sea. Reflections still look the same to me, as before I went under. And it's peaceful in the deep. Cathedral where you cannot breath. No need to prey, no need to speak now I am under.<br />
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And it's breaking over me. Thousand miles to the sea bed. Found a place to rest my head.<br />
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Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
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And the arms of the ocean are carrying me. And all this devotion was rushing out of me. In the crushes of Heaven, for a sinner like me. But the arms of the ocean, delivered me.<br />
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Thought the pressures hard to take, it's the only way I can escape. It seems a heavy choice to make and now I am under.<br />
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And it's breaking over me. Thousand miles to the sea bed. Found a place to rest my head.<br />
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Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
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And the arms of the ocean are carrying me. And all this devotion was rushing out of me. In the crushes of Heaven, for a sinner like me. But the arms of the ocean, delivered me.<br />
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And it's over. And I'm going under. But I'm not giving up, I'm just giving in. I'm slipping underneath, so cold and so sweet.<br />
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And the arms of the ocean, so cold and so sweet. And all this devotion I never knew at all. In the crushes of Heaven, for a sinner released. And the arms of the ocean delivered me.<br />
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Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Deliver me.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Deliver me.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Deliver me.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
Never let me go. Never let me go.<br />
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And it's over<br />
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)<br />
And I'm going under<br />
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)<br />
But I'm not giving up.<br />
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)<br />
I'm just giving in.<br />
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)<br />
I'm slipping underneath.<br />
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)<br />
So cold and so sweet<br />
(Never let me go. Never let me go.)<br />