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    List of What I am:<br />
    Crysta<br />
    In Love<br />
    MARRIED.<br />
    Stupid<br />
    Weird <br />
    Random<br />
    Crazy<br />
    Creative<br />
    Poetic<br />
    Depressed<br />
    Insomniac<br />
    Bookworm<br />
    Tired<br />
    Warm<br />
    Emotional<br />
    Easily Effected by Actions<br />
    A Writer<br />
    An Artist<br />
    Quiet<br />
    Loud<br />
    Scary<br />
    Kind<br />
    Loving<br />
    Carefree<br />
    Stressed<br />
    Worrisome<br />
    Strange<br />
    Sweet<br />
    Awkward<br />
    Intellectual<br />
    Self-Conscious<br />
    Cautious<br />
    Nervous<br />
    Silly<br />
    Goofy<br />
    Hilarious<br />
    Giggly<br />
    Sometimes Rude<br />
    Willing to Help a Complete Stranger<br />
    Troublesome<br />
    Wise<br />
    Honest<br />
    Insane<br />
    Claustrophobic<br />
    Alone, Usually<br />
    Grumpy at times<br />
    Myself.<br />
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    List of what I am not:<br />
    Scene Kid <br />
    Emo Kid<br />
    Preppy Kid<br />
    Any Other Stereotype<br />
    Poser<br />
    Liar<br />
    Cheater<br />
    Backstabber<br />
    THAT much of a Skilled Artist<br />
    Surrounded by People 24/7<br />
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    I don't:<br />
    Smoke<br />
    Drink<br />
    Do Drugs<br />
    Hate Anyone Except My Dad<br />
    Tolerate Rudeness<br />
    Answer Random Messages/ Comments<br />
    Add people I've never talked to or seen in my life<br />
    Donate to noobs who beg. (Noobs = people who beg for donations anyway.)<br />
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    I do, However:<br />
    Drink Pink Lemonade and Sweet Tea.<br />
    Love My Husband until the end of time and aeons after<br />
    Dance when I'm alone<br />
    Like to meet new people<br />
    Donate to people who deserve it<br />
    Have a Myspace, Facebook, and Twitter. Just ask.<br />
    Like Avi Arts; Found in my journal.<br />
    Read & Write Daily<br />
    Prefer powdered sugar on my vanilla cakes, than frosting/icing<br />
    Like to cook<br />
    Love my Brothers and Mom<br />
    Write Poetry<br />
    Listen to Classical Music<br />
    Listen to All Sub Categories of the ROCK Genre (Metal, Death Metal, Punk, Screamo, etc etc.)<br />
    Love Mice, Cats, Rats, Dogs, and Guinea Pigs. o u o<br />
    Love hot croissants with honey drizzled on it... -half drool- 8P~<br />
    Love Sherbet. :3 Orange, Lime and Strawberry, please.<br />
    Absolutely love how the word 'hiccup' is spelled. I'll say it anytime i'm bored so be cautious.<br />
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    ~~~~~~ heart .My Love. heart ~~~~~~<br />
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    I'm in a relationship with a wonderful guy named Caleb James Willis. I've known him for around three years now, and have been with him that long. No, not dating for three years total (it's been on and off), but we've never really left eachother's side in these three years. He's helped me with a lot of stuff, and I'm so happy he's mine. I'm not sure I'll let him go anytime soon. So, get in line girlies, this piece of sexy cake is mine; I've got someone I love very much, and he means the world to me: and I'm not so sure that I can say anything more. He's been there for me for the past three years, and we've had our ups and downs. He may live what seems to be light years away, but he's always beside me it feels. No matter how many times We've left each other, I wind up falling for him over and over. When I'm with him, my heart races. Just the thought of him makes my knees weak, and makes it where I can hardly breathe. If this is how love feels, then I guess I've fallen head over heels for this sixteen-year old, brown haired, brown eyed, good-natured and absolutely sweet boy. I love you, Caleb. And I will forevermore, even when we're old and gray. Caleb, It would surprise you how much I love you...I can't even begin in words, in all honesty. I know I'm to be with you, lets say that for now. I hope I'll express it as best as i can with words...Whenever you're around, my heart beats rapidly against my chest like a bird trying to escape it's cage! When I'm with you, My stomach houses millions of butterflies that tickle my linings to help create that warm and fuzzy sensation. I love you with all that is ME! The feelings and passion i convey to you is no joke: I'm more than absolutely positively i love with you...I'm so blessed to have you...Not even all the stars in all the universe and galaxies could amount of love I feel for you... You are, indeed, the love of my life. I'm so happy to have you...And though I've hurt you, you've forgiven me..I don't deserve your mercy, but still every time, I've fallen for you over and over without even knowing. I can't be with other people, and not have my mind on you..That's why other relationships don't last long..I can't keep you out of my head! I can't sleep..I can't dream without you there..You're the love of my life, Caleb...You really are. I don't ever want to lose you, and if I ever try to leave again...Stop me."In a world of black and white, Caleb, You are my colour."<br />
    Caleb. I'll try to put what I feel into words, But I'm not sure I'll succeed. Here goes.Over the past three years, we've learned to depend on our personalities, and how we think.We've developed feelings for each other on feelings and actions alone; not by looks or charm.That's more than what i can say for most people now days.Being apart is too hard to bear, but we make it through and it makes every day worth living.I miss you every moment of the day that I'm not with you, and when I am with you, I'm stupendously happy;You put a smile on my face every time we talk, and make my heart flutter when i hear your voice.<br />
    You're everything and more to me; everything I'll ever want and need; All my hopes and dreams.Whenever you're lonely, imagine me there with you; to share love, smiles, and laughter.I hate how far we are away from each other but that makes me care more for you; the bond grows more when we're farther away.And when I cry it's only because I miss you or because I'm so happy to see you.I promise to be forever faithful; I've got nothing but love for you.I promise to talk to you whenever somethings wrong; No matter how big.<br />
    And I promise to be there for you whenever you need me. You're my best friend and true love, Caleb.And nothing will ever, ever change that.<br />
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    -A few of my own quotes; updated when new ones are said-<br />
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    "I think of dreams as the ultimate paradise. The way to escape reality and become more than what life lets you be. Imagination abroad; no boundaries. I'd rather sleep for a few hours, than not dream at all. Life without dreams, is like life without color."<br />
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    "When all else is lost....Dance to make your heart sing and fill the darkness around." <br />
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    "For my friends, I will fight; But their battles are not mine to win. When the last one falls, we will see who has truly won." <br />
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    "Every person is a Teacher and Student in their lives. Sometimes, the Teachers just need to listen to the Students. Even grasshoppers can teach their senseis."<br />
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    "Where the love of friends cannot reach...Family's can."<br />
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    "In times of hardship or despair, a true friend will be there to support their other friends. Their only hope is that the favor will be returned, and if it is...Well, they're only one of a few in the world."<br />
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    "Dreams are the impossible; Determination is the key to making them possible."<br />
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    "For when there is hardship and rough times, friends help one another through; and where the love of friends cannot reach, family's can." <br />
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    "When life sucks, you hire a hooker to do the sucking and walk right on by."<br />
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    "In a pit of shallow darkness, a light emits; a light of love, and passion that will never fade no matter if the darkness around consumes it. "<br />
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    "Where anger can't remain... Love remains the same."<br />
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    "Feh...It's like a game of cards. We get the hands we're dealt and just have to learn to deal, and take risks. Life without risks isn't life at all."<br />
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