• ......all I can feel is pain......but all that matters is that I'm with him. He loves me more than anything and I love him the same...but...this pain it's like fire through my veins! All I can think about is what lead me to this moment...
    The day I saw him......the first time he held me.....the moment he kissed me......I only want to be with him....I only love him......without him I don't think I could go on! Still my mind always goes back to the memories with my mom and dad....... they way they always cared for me......and loved me......THIS PAIN!!! I don't know how much more I can take! I'll do anything for him and all I want is to be with him....but am I doing the right thing? Never aging, never changing, that awful thist for blood......but it's worth it to be with him...right? This pain......it vanishing.....it's almost over......did I do the right thing? I can be with him forever......I'm happy. My hearts beating....faster and faster it feels like its going to explode! I'm so happy....I'll be with him forever no matter what. I'll be too strong to be torn away from him again......but this thirst...I need blood...and I need it NOW! Help me.......all the pain is gone......please help.....but I'm afraid to wake up. I don't know what to expect....I don't know what's going to happen....but it's too late to turn back now.....all I can do is hope.