• I almost lost the dearest person to me today. I was scared. Loseing her would mean loseing the hope of a family, a nice peaceful future, and maybe even my sanity. I lvoe her so much, I cried and my body shaked for half an hour. If death could feel this, our lives would be longer. I'm lucky I'm staying here in the states and with her. With her, this seems like a nice place, for once.