• I feel like I'm in a game. Trying to find where i'm going but the only thing that is happening is that i'm falling. Falling in darkness. Falling with no pain. Closing my eyes so darkness doesn't fear me. Then i hit the ground. Feels like i broke into a million pieces. Then i die. Traveling to another body. I was born again. Having another life. It feels much better.

    the weird thing is ill have the same family and friends. I just don't want to be myself. Whats the use of being me? Who ever wants to be me? My use to be life is over. My new life has just began.