• Crossing my fingers, I leaned forward to her soft, tender lips for my first kiss with my girlfriend. The girl that every other girl wishes she could be. I felt her hands reach around my neck ever so softly, just barely touching the hairs on my neck. Goosebumps shivered down my spine, and my hands shook as I made made my hands move to her legs and brush them up her tight thighs. Up her beautiful, slender hips. Up to her straight, athletic back. My heart started to pound faster, and faster as our lips moved closer and closer. Then.then..everything stopped. I swear the room started to spin. There he was skater boy..standing there across the room. A choice was to be made right now. A choice that I know will stay throughout the rest of my life, and I knew it was going to come. Now was the time that was going to choose a sexuality. I didnt know what was right..what was wrong...my head started to hurt. She looked at me with confusion and turned around. Her eyes seemed to burn through him. She knew what he was..and she didn't like it..then she turned back to me..and her expression was different. Just by that...I knew that she truly loved me. I loved her too of course...but I couldn't say that I didn't feel the same for skater boy. I know what the stories say..you always follow your heart in these situations...however...I couldn't in this situation...I went with what was "politically, religiously and reality" right. I chose the girl.