• I have been rejected all my life. ever since kindergarten. People would pretend to be my friend, then steal, lie and hurt me. It's destroying me. I used to have about 7 or 6 friends, now I have 1. I'm too weird to have any friends. I'm too crazy. I have glasses and braces. I had a boyfriend for about 3 days, and when I did, people asked 'Why him?' 'Break up with him!' 'If you don't stop dating him, then I'll hate you forever!' We broke up. I'm bullied, being told I'm too weird, told I need to find some new friends because they don't really care about you. My best friend hates me now, so my new best friend cusses way too much and abuses her mom. I feel like its wrong to be her friend, but she's the only one I have left. She'll be gone in a matter of days now. I've been deceived. Guy I like, my friend dated him, and then he moved. She only dated him because I liked him. I try so hard to be just a little bit more normal, but then I lose my determination and I'm known to be 'that freak'. What's a good part about my life? All that I have a loving family, it's not enough. crying