• I never thought I could do it, after all the pain I went through. I wanted to give up, and for a while I did. I never let anyone in, and I was always clouded. People wandered what was wrong, but I refused to tell them. I wanted to be alone as much as I dreaded it. But, unfortunatley for me, I did it. I fell in love again, and I bet I'm going to get hurt again. This time, I'll be eagerly awating death...