• Well i am the poison in your veins
    I am the serpent devouring your heart
    That shallow echoing voice in your mind
    I am all the unkind words spat at you.
    I am the reason you fall crumble then die.
    I am that knife stuck forever in your spine.
    I am the reason you cry at night.
    I am the reason that have that razor in your hand
    I watched in silence as your cried,
    I watched in silence as you cut and bled.
    I watched in silence as you finally died.
    And now i am the reason that i cry.
    I am the reason that you died.
    I am the reason above all other reasons
    Why i am so afraid of this.
    Why i am afraid of the hollow ache of life.
    I sit in darkness and silently mourn you.
    Mourning my fear and guilt of you.
    The serpent of sins and shame now eating my soul.
    Now i am the reason that i rest upon your grave.

    It should've been me lying there from the start.