• i watch as you shudder
    in your hospital bed
    watching from the tree outside
    every day i try to scream
    no sound escapes
    i feel slightly happy
    when you wake up
    but then i see the truth
    behind your eyes
    you cry when no ones around
    the purple clouds are coming
    there closer every day
    they swallow me whole every night
    and i cant even scream
    the fears of so long ago
    return to haunt
    the empty sell i have become
    they come to decide my fate
    the come and i cant even scream
    if i disappear without a trace
    will anyone notice an invisible fate
    when they haven't a clue who died
    will they care
    for my unspoken pain
    as the purple clouds
    and past nightmares
    swallow me until
    I'm not even a memory?
    if i could let out a scream
    would any one care
    i watch you wipe your tears away
    i watch you look out the window at the girl in the tree.
    you do not see
    but an unrecognizable emotion
    flashes on your face
    will you ever see
    the doctor walks in.
    he makes you sleep
    family and your friends walk in
    there happy you shall live
    they don't understand pain
    the purple clouds
    the misty essence of doom
    forms around me
    i want to scream
    but i know i wont
    you walk out of the room
    to run far from the hospital
    i believe is your goal
    i begin to fall from the tree
    i know ill be gone before i hit the ground
    for if you are really unseen
    you shall disappear
    i don't feel the ground
    the nightmares are ending
    for its obvious some one saw
    the little girl who stands alone
    the little girl is grown
    was on the ground
    confuted for
    i was seen through
    so why am i not gone?
    i watch as the purple clouds disappear
    tis isn't the end
    to this consistent nightmare
    why am i still here
    for if your really unseen
    you shall be gone