• Day 1



    I wounder to my self if what i do is really worth it... I mean what ever i do no one cares..my friends
    ...my ones i loved... i guess it just when people are to day....
    " do not judge people on the outside but on the inside is what really matters" to me..i hold this true
    ...but people can lie about them selfs... For me i Don't know what i should do anymore i'm so lost...people who backstab..
    and those who are a true form and shape of life
    ... when dose it give a Right to kill some ones else's soul?
    i just be by my self..as if it never happen... its time..Time Has come for all who beleaves
    that They Too can change
    I wish not to fight this battle alone but with others at my side



    Day 2


    I started looseing faith the day i lost my friends...
    If he that watches us..
    Is this his choice...

    Day 3

    I cam accross the issue... how god hates people that like the same gender
    Come true i have no idea why he dose or why people think that
    I mean like he made us that way


    Day 4


    its been awhile sence i lost my friends i feel as if i abandoned them
    Its my Fault..all my bloody fault
    If only i had Held my anger in for that much longer


    Day 5


    Why must people insist i will be come so much more
    Who are they kiding..

    Day 6

    I've Failed my Friends..

    I've failed you..

    I've Failed myself


    Day 7


    The time ends soon

    When you read this

    It may be to late


    for i speack this freely



    my final hour is near


    Day 8


    i take in all that you my friends have offered me

    I count those as blessings

    You Accepted me for who i am

    Not for who people wanted me to be

    You all counted to me as something..

    you helped me In my time of need

    I only wish i could stay with you

    But i hurt to much

    I feel the pain of the hearts i hurt

    And i don't wish this any of you


    Day 9


    I once was lost but now i'm found
    Was blind but now i see
    Was grace that tought my heart to fear

    On this day i ask that you remember me as a friend..


    Day 10

    I have lost all hope for ever recovering