• He's got the name, he's got the looks, hes like every guy written in those books. I want him, and he knows, but it just doesnt seem to show. I want him to want me, I want him to care. Hes always there for me, and I'm there for him, but HE loves my friend, she doesnt care , Shes dating him for glory, dating him for the story. All I do is worry about him, cause I know in the end he'll be hurt, I know that she doesn't deserve him. He wants her, I want him, But I know the one he wants is not me.. not me.

    I want him so bad, it makes me so sad that he wants her and I want him. the one he wants is not me.


    He is so perfect we've known eachother for so long. We were best friends. We still are but I want to be more then that. I want to be his, I want him to be mine, I want everything to be fine, no one ends up heartbroken no one ends up crying, no one feels like dying. I wish that was true, because i aint his boo. I never will be. Cause what he wants is not me.

    I want him so bad, it makes me so sad but he want her and i want him. the one he wants is not me.

    Every night I think about hes wavy blong hair, Hes eyes so wonderfully brown. I love how he dresses, the skater boyish look. I want him to noticed and i want him to care... But what he wants is, Not me.

    I love him so much I always remember his touch, it's so gossamer. He stares into my eyes, I stare into his. Then everything ends so quickly as I turn away from his gaze. I set mine on something pretending to think about it, but he knows it's him I'm thinking about. But he's got her. I got no one. I wont love no one just for fun. Cause hes the one I want and what he wants is not me. cry heart