• you see, i aint much of a rapper,
    look inside my book and read the first chapter,
    i started off my life livin' just fine,
    but then i lost my dad that was rightfully mine,
    and then i, moved on, forgetting the past,
    didn't think the seperation was gunna last,
    i thought he was gunna, wanna come back,
    but he was seeing women and thats a fact,
    but now, i see the truth that hes trying to hide,
    saying he really loves me but i know thats a lie,
    and it hurts me, deeply, to have to say,
    that he has a new family to see every day.

    Now lets open, up, to chapter two,
    i aint got much i have to lose,
    this chapters, all about my pain,
    ever since my cousin died my heart has been stained,
    November 4th, 2005
    Was when i opened up and died inside,
    my cousin, got hit by a car,
    left my heart a mess and with a huge scar,
    you see, i was at the age of twelve,
    crying every day looking up at the shelf,
    Rest in Peace, was all i could say,
    i promise i'll wake up and see you one day.

    Now lets end it, with the last chapter,
    i told you, i aint much of a rapper,
    it's all about, how my life has changed,
    i never knew i can ever feel this way,
    it started off, in december,
    i met this guy that i'll always remember,
    02.25.08
    was when we made it final that day,
    now here we are, still together,
    leavings not an option baby never, never,
    and hes helped me, with this pain,
    without him, i would of been slained,
    and i'm thankful, to have him in my life,
    and i cannot wait, till i am his wife,
    and our love, grows stronger each day,
    but for now, this is all i have to say.