• to re-live this pain every day..
    is harder after every stay...
    to see you smile and laughing because of me...
    made it so much harder for me to see...
    to see that you were gone forever..
    i wish life would re-wind so we can be together..
    but now its so hard to just accept,
    like a student that cant understand the concept..
    i'm so confused... lost.. and alone..
    it's as if im in darkness in search of a home...
    why did guidance leave me in such a flash?
    why did everything end in just a single crash?
    why did this have to happen to you...
    i want to go up to the b*****d who killed you... so who?
    i guess you were running towards the light...
    but again i wish i was given the sight..
    the sight to see the dead...
    just one more chance... send a dream in my head..
    i want to see you ...just come back please...
    i dont want lies or foolish tease...
    just let me hug you one more time...
    just let me know your still alive..

    R.I.P Bernard Gomez.... miss u a lot cousin..

    12/01/96- 11/04/05