• thrashing and smashing i put up a fight
    to keep his view clearly in sight
    but, try as i might
    he fades into the night

    he tell me to stop calling his name
    that im only crying in vain
    my heart burned wildly, thoughts not so sane
    i hide in the darkness, away from the howeling pain

    crimson colors my cheeks as they are watered by my tears
    i try to hide my innermost fears
    to bandage my heartshreded by the years

    of hope, pain, joy, rage, fear
    and trying to show clear
    (the one thing he said he doesnt want to hear)

    of love so sincere