• but soft
    what light beyond younder
    window breaks..

    it is my heart
    with its millions of
    crystalized faucets...

    shining and flashing brilantly
    calling out to its twin..

    ...my lover...

    whos time has come and gone..
    who should he in heaven be
    should have his heart within in a shrine..

    how did it all happen?
    not many can say..
    a drunk driver who thought it was ok to drive..
    and went on his very impared way?

    a mass murder
    on his next victm?

    unfortunately i was not
    so lucky in the matter
    a lie was spread like butter on bread
    saying he was not my only "friend"

    as it grew i tried to explain
    but it all was in vain..
    he left me crying
    he left me dead...

    now i stand over his cold corpse...
    his shot gun hole covered..
    only his parents and me know what really happened..
    and i will never tell...

    thought i cry at night in pain and agony
    for his voice
    for his touch..
    and i know never again will i get the privilage...

    but ill stand up tall
    and stand up brave..
    for i know he loved me so..
    for i know ill be with him soon...

    as i hold this razor between my finger tips..
    and scream his name in my head..
    trying in vain to wake the dead..

    the blood is poring..
    the tears of joy mixing with them..
    the room is spinning my heart slowing...
    its glow dimming..

    and as i look at the letter i wrote...
    i know i made the wrong desicion...
    letting that rumor spread..

    my knees grow weak..
    and then give out..
    my body slumps against the wall...
    the floor is red as rubies in the fall..

    and then i see his smiling face..
    tears in his eyes
    and his cold embrace..
    "no... not now its not your time...
    to come and join me...
    its not fine...
    but its to late for them to help..."

    he pulls me closer and kisses my hair...
    the dark was growing close and thick..
    i reached out my hand limp..
    touched his face with all my strength left..
    leaving my bloody handprint there

    " i love you.. and i never cheated.."
    my head falling back and arm colapsing as i died..
    "no!"
    his pleading voice cried lifting my body with ease and holding me close..
    my bloood stained the room and the clothes we wore...
    but that was then..

    and now were together again...
    were not angles..
    were vampires now..
    we drink the bood of those who dare oppose us..
    we live and laugh and love like any other..

    and the words i once spoke
    romeo romeo were for art thou romeo
    are no longer needed
    for i am no longer a montague...
    i am now a capulet...
    and romeo my lover..
    never to be seprated...
    as long as we both shall be undead..