• Day after day, time is slowing.
    Every noon, a different wild wind is blowing.
    By mid-day, I am watching for you to return.
    When you never came back I put my my heart in the furnace and watched it burn.
    I sit by the warmth of the fire that burns my heart wondering if you were ever coming back.
    The fire begins to dim, I realized that your love for me had began to lack.
    I cried my tears for the past for the past 20 years.
    Until I find you again, my heart remains burning with my love, concern, and feelings for you while my eyes still over flow with everlasting tears.
    You had always watched as I fell, but now I wait for you to retrieve me from this living hell.
    But by the night of my 24th birthday, you showed up at my ball.
    You said you loved me and the way I made you feel,and now you have returned to catch me when I fall.
    I believed you once again and look where I am.
    I am back at the beginning, where you left me this time as as the lonely and only black lamb.
    Now I watch in silence, wanting you to come back even though you never will. I will again watch my heart burn in the only comfortable place I hate to be.
    In my room wih my heart burnign in the furnace.