• I am aching
    This pain is too much
    I want it away
    But here it stays.

    My heart feels as though its been ripped from my chest
    I hate this feeling,
    I thought I couldnt hate
    But now I know I can.

    I dont Hate him,
    He isn't the problem
    If only he could see
    What he did to me.

    I love them both
    It's just so hard
    One I love with my heart
    The other I love as a friend that I cant lose.

    I know I'm sorry for my actions
    "Don't be sorry you did nothing"
    That's what he tells me
    But it doesn't feel lik I can't be sorry.

    I finally got to express my feelings
    we are still friends
    I dont know if I will see him again
    But I sure hope so.