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When will it all end?
I'm through guarding a castle I can not defend...
My heart...
It aches, screams, and moans as it is torn apart.
This bleak world has lost luster...
I tried, I did, gave everything I could Muster.
This is a new pain now,
It needs sating and I don't how...
I am gone...alone once more...
So I sit...watching the blood fall to the floor.
I know of pain, I know of hate.
And the latter is a blind hunger that I cannot sedate.
I am gone again, this world has tossed me aside.
The heartache knows me...I can no longer hide.
I will be free from this machine!
Sick of not being and sick of the "between"
Tear me from these wires!
Once again I welcome hatred's fires!
This burning breath...
It's not fire...but the vile clutches of Undeath...
I was told it would be so cold...
Yet here, in its burning embrace, everything else seems to unfold.
I watch as the doctors scream for more, trying to save my life,
Then I know...this burning...it is not death, but the sterilized knife.
The world does grow chilled,
My destiny, my final purpose has been fulfilled.
The world doesn't need a creature like me...
I was hateful, blind, chained down...now in this scarlet pool I am free.
I will laugh when the doctors and my family begin to cry...
Asking what happened, asking...asking why.
It will be peace that I am able to find,
when the doctors tell the world that I have flatlined.
- by Procer Nex |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 12/08/2008 |
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- Title: Flatlined
- Artist: Procer Nex
- Description: I got into a real depressive slump about a month or so back, I spat this out thinking of how great it would be to just die. I'd not have to worry about all the stressors in my life, not have to deal with the pain of heartache. Etcetera Etcetera.
- Date: 12/08/2008
- Tags: flatlined death dark angst
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