Loser

• Artist: In Search of that Booty
• Description: I was a loser before I met my two best friends. This expresses my feelings back then. These two are such good friends that in the 3 years we've known each other we haven't fought once. And while writing this I felt really bad cause I know I made someone feel like this at shcool. It's not like I didn't try to be her friend. I did but she just pushed me away. I got tired of trying
• Date: 12/11/2008
• Tags: loser

I walk down the hall clenching my books.
I hear the whispers and soft laughter.
They each give me looks.

Someone please let me take their hand.
All of the people who say they're my friends.
They end of leaving me on my own like they always planned.

Nobody knows.
I try to wear a smile.
So the pain doesn't show.

But I don't know how much longer,
I can keep this up.
If only I was stronger...

I sit alone.
Reading a book.
If I had gotten up and left no one would have known

What's this?
This girl is talking to me?
I feel a certain bliss.

She sits down with me and reads along.
She doesn't know how much this means to me.
I could have bursted into song.

Then I meet her other friend.
She's just as nice.
I know my days of loneliness are at an end.

It's been years since that day.
It seems like an eternity.
Since they put a hand on my shoulder and showed me the way.

I can never tell them that they saved me.
I know they would laugh.
So for now I'll sit under this tree.

And I'll write a letter to my former self.
And I'll tell her,
"The light is coming. Leave your pain on a shelf.

You won't be a loser for much longer"

Comments

[Midnight648]

very nice
i like it (^_^)

[serena emilia]

there is an awesome moment in there where the pain and loneliness is shattered. i love the lines, "And I'll write a letter...Leave your pain on a shelf." that is so deep and sometimes i wish i had such a way to encourage myself. hindsight's 20/20. that so gets 5/5.

[X-ange_aile-X]

its good and ur right most ppl feel tht way. but most of the time when ppl push u away 85% usualy are really calling for help... and u should never give up trying.. having friends are awsome, after all i lov it to, but it changes u.