fear

• Artist: HUMIDIFIER
• Description: before i knew the effect stimulants had on my anxiety, i would jump on 1200 mg of caffeine and sometimes i would get quite paranoid and terrified. i wrote this to calm me down on one of those episodes.
  
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• Date: 12/18/2008
• Tags: fear

my eyes are not safe to see anymore
i cannot trust my mind to think
and i cannot trust my hands to feel
my body isn't safe for me anymore
i cannot trust the light to stay
and i cannot trust my heart to stop
this feeling isn't safe for me anymore

it is night and the sun is down
they move closer and i grip tighter
the blood presses against my vein
and i open my eyes a little wider
i feel an unnatural twitch in my neck
and another chill runs my spine
i am safe in the corners
unless someone turns off the light
i am safe in the corners

this artificial adrenaline awakening
has never betrayed me so but
how the are the terrors tenaciously taunting
my feelings and my perceptions
why won't the shadows silently cease
torturing and teasing my head
if this is supposed to be pleasure
then i think i'm supposed to be dead.

Comments

[death of ryuzaki]

Nicely done and very great. Does it still happen?? 5*

[midnight roamer7]

wow
mayb i should try effect stimulats
this poem is rly good to b explaining med. 5/5

rate back

[xXLady_MorteXx]

wow your good at this i`m really jumpy now