• Ah! how this is so overwhelming!


    how do i handle this??


    Should i follow my heart or just ditch my feelings and start out new?


    no!...i cant they are to strong to just throw away


    into my pit of unforgotten memories.


    On the otherhand theyre changing me..


    into a person i dont want to be...


    i cant...i will not be that person!


    so...i have to do something...anything...to fix things...


    and if not fix make them diffrent.


    Change the way i am...who i am.


    Not entirely to we're im unreconizable.


    Just enough to how i was back then.


    Back when i knew nothing of these feeling..


    but....


    finding these ive grown somewhat stronger...


    yes i know everything i just typed down


    probabally....wait no...im sure it makes no sense.


    Meaningless... just lonesome feelings spilled out from a wounded heart.