• I couldnt live like that anymore, so I walked out the door. So now Im laying motionless in pain, the rain is pounding on my body. Although im sitting here dieing its better then home, im better of on my own. I realize this is my last time I will feel the rain... and im starting to go insane. I cant tell if this is just a dream, I scream to the sky "I WILL NOT DIE"... but deep down inside I feel like that was a lie. I get off the ground and I stand above the crowd and I say " I wont let you make me live this way". I know in my head, I cant leave this world for dead... and i will do anything to make it a better place.