• *sighs*
    Its Just another night i am going to bed
    Its just, another night that i am feeling so dead

    but before i go to bed..

    i sit near the window
    looking at the dark beautiful sky

    staring at the moon and stars
    In pain and dark i am wiping away tears off my eyes

    Thinking "why do i have to feel this way?"
    "and will i ever be ok?"
    "how will i get rid of this pain thats bothering
    me each and every day" >.<
    "WTF is wrong with me? " I say out loud tears running down my face

    Slowly i make may way to the bed
    Wondering if i get the same damn dream again! >.<
    Tired of crying i fall asleep ...
    The Next Morning i wake up so ******** weak.

    I open my eyes and he is the 1st thing on my mind
    But thats not helping cos i am trying to move on with my life =/

    I tell my self "Be stong and forget the past"
    but if only my heart could work that fast!

    I cry out*
    "What kind of life is this?"
    where no one understand me , or my feelings"
    where i get depressed and stressed so easily T-T

    If Not For God or my family Looong ago i would end all this

    But God's Voice saves me from that s**t
    it tells me.."i am with you, and i always be, just keep going and you'll reach you dream"

    So here i am again
    Another night feeling like s**t!
    OOh what a suprise ¬_¬
    and yet here i am standing on 2 my feet
    Still in pain still feeling this weird feelings
    But I Trust In God Because
    i Know he will soon end all of this!

    Have faith Kid No matter how hard life is for you!