• Sometimes, I'd look back
    To see the things I've done
    I wouldn't change this loneliness
    And what I have become

    Perhaps I have enjoyed
    The ache which made me strong
    Those choices I carelessly made
    Were neither right or wrong

    I'm not sure why I'm this way
    But I can't help but lie
    To hide the secrets of my heart;
    I won't give in and die

    Try to break down these brick walls
    If interest hits your nerve
    For I just may lose control;
    You'll get what you deserve

    No, I can't let go and open up
    Because these scars are new
    Leave me be and let me hide;
    There isn't anything to prove

    Lying in my world so deep
    I'll never leave this cave;
    My pain, I'll safely tuck away
    While I go dig my grave