• yes, i know
    its an obsession.
    but do i care?
    cause what you've got to say
    to me really doesn't matter

    i go to be free.
    i live straight edge every day of
    every month of
    every g-d damn year.
    i deserve a break every other week.

    one day.
    6 hours;
    a quarter day
    every other week.

    have you ever just let go?
    just free fall
    loose all inhabitions and just
    loose yourself in the moment?

    just fall.

    into oblivion.

    its wonderful.

    i get to be someone you don't
    want me to be
    for one night.
    i get to be myself.
    the only time i can just be accepted
    for me.

    you can try to take me
    from my life
    my world
    my true family
    but, my lady,
    you will never succeed.

    because it is now a part of me.
    that you cannot deny.

    i fell.
    and i don't wanna get back up