• Aren't you glad?
    I'm proud to be the,
    Lowest of the low,
    Lying facedown in the gutter,

    Life is sink or swim,
    Love is blinding, no surviving,
    You 're the air I breathed,
    A broken shell of shattered dreams,

    There's no denying here,
    I wish you would hate me,
    So I could fade away into,
    The sunset that we were,

    Then you moved out, moved on,
    I'm scared to lose these things,
    Please won't you hate me?
    So I know that I'm control,

    Believe me I'm just as lost as you are,
    In this damn world, that's breaking me down,
    How soon can an answer come,
    Goodbye and hello all mean the same,

    I was the one behind,
    One keeping everyone back,
    I guess this is how,
    This is how it's going to end,

    But I'm so tired,
    Tired of the way I feel,
    Everyone is waiting for someone,
    My someone didn't come soon enough,

    Maybe bruises are a point of view,
    My skin's clean and unmarred,
    But inside this silky flesh,
    I'm a gorgeous shade of blue,

    Even though I can't live,
    No I can't live not with you,
    You plague my thoughts at night,
    Or is morning I've lost track,

    I'm painting pictures of us,
    But they turn out scarlet,
    I guess we weren't meant to be,
    This canvas is all black in my eyes,

    You made me break,
    Tears fall from bleeding eyes,
    The night will carry me as,
    I take a breath and jump.

    In the somber morning,
    I'll lay on the pavement and,
    Watch the cars go by,
    As I bleed dry.