• So much for my dignity. there is not much left, you see, the remains spread out on the pavement where she promised me she'd stay forever but she had to go and don't ever say never but I never believed her, I never believed... and I suppose that is why she can never breathe again... my friend, the only one in the world for this lonely girl with a smile that has curled into a sneer of hate and pain and all my hopes have been slain by sad boys with sinister toys and an insatiable love for the degradation of humanity and my sanity, cradling it up to the highest cliff, ready to drop it in a swift motion and never a notion of how that would affect his latest defect crossed his mind as he stepped past time's restrictions where life is again his biggest affliction. Sometimes I fool myself into missing him but I remember he had a part in ripping my heart from me in the form of my sweet dignity.