• im sorry
    im sorry your last moments were in that metal bed made of rod
    im sorry your life ended in a place like that
    i wish i was there
    i wish i could see you as you left this world
    i wish i could let you know how much i loved you
    i didnt realise it then
    but these tears arent streaming down for nothing
    i know i said i hated you
    i know i said your better off dead
    but you know i never meant it
    your last days were spent in a place you shouldnt have been
    you should have been home you should have died in peace
    rather than with tubes connected to you everywhich way

    you said im your little pal
    i remember the days when we walked to that play school
    everyday we came back and bought a big bag of sweets
    everyday ide come back to your house and ide play with the egg cups
    i never realised how much i would miss you till you were gone
    i wish i could tell you how sorry i am that i wasnt there enough
    you know what my excuse was
    im busy,im going out with my friends
    im not too busy now.
    now i want to take back those days
    i want to talk to you like i did
    and make you laugh

    we had a good run
    you gotta admit
    that without these days of sadness
    we wouldnt see the good for how good it really was
    so granny i just hope your reading this from above
    and that you know i love you.