• i am up this early morning crying ...wishing all this could be redone
    hating the last few weeks i lie back listening to better in time and letting my tears soak my pillow i want to change things........i hate this i want to go home

    i wait a day and look in the forums someone lost and looking i reply to find someone so great and i was not even looking.

    as i lay here tears no longer streaming down my cheeks
    what is this feeling??? this feeling is peace
    i am happy even tho i should be down my frown is turned upside down
    i am missing a father to guide me to be there but i have u
    to help out to hold me to care...