i never had the a quiet live

• Artist: XxX Black_Haired_God XxX
• Description: i have cryed for so long
• Date: 03/09/2009
• Tags: never quiet live

i am dieing soon and no one cares. crying
i know i have lived long enough for the age 14 and
i just want to fill me heart beat one last time before
i die. i can slow feel my body sinking and i just want to cry
my eyes out to feel my own "regret."
i hated my self for song long and i cant bare my self any more
i just cant let any thing go .
every day i think of the times i had whin i was a little kid
abused and hurt phyical and meantily
i was burend with smokes and to bad by my one mother .
and told every one i am useless.
i never want to live a second life to go through that again and
suffer even more pain i just cant seem to show
crying my eyes out trying to get my mother attation
but she would always ignore me like i was never there.
i know that i am not needed to live in this sad world we live in.

my body is soure and is unable to move or see the love people give me and i try to see and love my best while i am still locked in the dark.
the only thing that went through my mind was "i just want your attation."
over and over again i just cant forget the face that hurted my childhood
i just cry and sit alone in this lonely world we all live in crying

Comments

[Asharm]

your NOT alone no matter what you think i'll always be here for you ands thers nothing andy body can do about that ur my big bro i wont let somthing happen to you i promise ^,...,^

[Rockin_Robin_4eva]

ahhhhhhhhhhh i see

[XxX Black_Haired_God XxX]

none at all

[Rockin_Robin_4eva]

im not tryin to be mean but
is this fiction or non-fiction?
(im srry if i hurted u)