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“I really hope that I don’t hurt you”
Well guess what you basterd?
You already did
“I’m heartbroken and miserable,”
Yeah well so am I
And it’s your ******** fault
For you,
My wall came down
I let you see
A lot of the real me
But,
The instant those words were said
Instead of being rebuilt
It crumbled down instead
But not for you
I really like you
And yes, I adore you
You’re sweet and funny
Cute and sensitive
Why I act the way I do
I admitted
That I get timid
I’ll never
Make that mistake
Again
I don’t love many
But get to know me
And you’ll see
I love harder and fiercer
Than many people
In this world
Why I act the way I do
Understand,
Me letting go of you
Isn’t something you can demand
And expect to happen instantly
Why I act the way I do
My heart and head
Are well aware
That it’s over
My head is being practical
Saying “it’s ok, you’ll find another,”
But…
My heart is screaming
“Screw it all
I want it back!”
Why I act the way I do
Well aware of your confusion
Trying to let you take your time
But still pouncing on every chance
That might bring us to a future romance
My heart it foolish
Trying to tem
You out of your ways
Gives me advice I want to heed
I try to ignore it
But I don’t always succeed
So, don’t get mad
If I act foolish
And let my heart take control
I want to, need to tell you this
But at the same time
I yelling at myself for it
Because
Now you see a part of my soul
Not all of it, no
But a large piece nonetheless
Will you love it
Accept it?
Or will you reject it?
And let me know
That in building my wall
I was correct?
- by writerprincess29 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 03/14/2009 |
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- Title: Why I act the way I do
- Artist: writerprincess29
- Description: I had just gone through a breakup when I wrote this, and as you can imagine, not feeling very kindly toward the guy in question, so I wrote this poem to put my emotions into perspective and try to understand them myself.
- Date: 03/14/2009
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