• For a while, it makes you want to scream at the top of your lungs, sometimes you just want to run as fast as you can, you keep walking in circles, you got to your room to rest, then you realize the bed is not comfortable anymore, you take a leg off the sheets and roll down to the floor, torture has never felt so good, you take a listen to your music, out of nowhere you lost your taste of music, you keep searching you listen to a song, it's a guy talking about a girl, you listen to it over and over again, you take deep breaths, your chest feels weird, and your stomach starts hurting, you're not hungry, you add presure, it hurts, you decide to drink water, it's still there, you feel nauseous, you take the phone... You let go of it, the hours pass, you can't wait for the day to end, you go to sleep... You can't sleep, you're clouded with thoughts, then you're filled with unanswered questions...

    It's daylight, you barely knew you slept, you had a good dream, you thought it was real, but it's too good to be true, you use the bathroom, take a shower, suddenly you have the urge of feeling the water fall down you hair, it feels warm. You go to your room, your hair is hard to comb, you ask for help, you get prepared for leaving.

    You're there, but you're alone, suddenly you feel let down, 2 minutes pass and the pain goes back, you feel empty... There! You go to that person, you've never felt better in your life, everything feels true.
    You like each other, that person smiles at you, you smile back, but then you look away, you're shy, you don't think you're shy. That person has no idea what you feel inside and time passes and everything's the same.

    That person meets someone else, you're happy for them, but then you wish you could be with that person somehow, you don't wish for something bad to happen to them, you're fine, kind of, maybe you're jealous?

    You can't take it anymore, suddenly tears are falling out of nowhere, you take the book you write on everyday, suddenly you're all better...

    You can't breathe, barely walk, you don't want to look bad in front of that person, but you have the urge to tell... You stay quiet, you don't want to ruin the friendship... You can't stand what's on your mind... You break loose, you tell that person how you feel, in the next 2 seconds you're crying, you don't want that person to look at you, that person understands, but feels sorry for you, you leave...
    How will all this end?...

    That person knows what you've been through, you contain your tears, you'll stay friends, you're already thinking everything's fine, you let go at last...
    You keep seeing that person, you're ok, suddenly your stomach makes you feel like you're about to blow and days pass, you're at it again, why won't you give up?

    Now that person is poison, you can't get near or you'll go back to the way you were, you take interest in someone else, you're distracting your feelings, you think you like the other person, the last one is still in you thoughts, but you don't love that person, you're just thinking, cause your in love with someone else!...

    There comes a day were you see the last person you loved... that person hasn't changed and you still love every aspect of it... Are you thinking of the other person? NO! The person in front of you is everything that matters.
    You're at home... You realize nothing could ever compare to that person, that person has some kind of "enchantment" on you...
    You curse, the feeling is back.