• I don't understand the feelings that is within my heart,
    the feeling is so strong but not led to dark.
    The scares on my arm come from the heart,
    which reminds me when I felt like giving up.
    This is what tore us apart. Never in my mind ,
    would I have think I could be so blind.
    When people came to help,
    I fall behind.
    No one can change what I feel.
    For the truth reveals the pain I feel.
    Day by day I try other ways,
    I never succeed,
    even when I bleed.
    My heart cry's out for love and peace.
    This is what encourages me to be the best that I can be.
    Not to die but to live one day at a time. n
    Not to bleed just to speak.