• dear father,
    how could you ruin the sun
    or such a smile as radiant as thee,
    how could you turn innocence into a beggar,
    how do you make sense of everything when everything already makes all the nonsense in the world,
    how could you change the world
    just one man alone,
    how could you let my hand go and let me
    fall,
    fail,
    drown into a sea of a canyon so deep,
    how come i being the one who always has something to say can never speak,
    you think my mind is mine to control or anyone elses but it roams valleys,
    free as my heart,
    how could you not know,
    i wouldnt expect you to know,
    if you knew what i knew you could only be me,
    and father leave my dreams
    because as i become of age they are all that i have that is free