• The Darkness is a powerfull force
    it consumes mind, body and spirit
    people become who they are not
    everything about them changes

    As i sit here now
    I can feel it's presence
    it is calling me
    trying to pull me inwards
    I know it's terrible secrets
    yet i don't fight back
    I won't
    The more it consumes me
    The harder it will be
    I even know this
    yet here i still am
    It's easyer to just let it come
    Then it is to fight it
    I know this and is the reason why i do nothing to stop it
    So here i sit
    waiting
    patiently
    I feel it's icy grip now coming over me
    The Darkness is consuming me
    This feeling is horrible
    unreal
    I no longer want it and i fight
    but it's no use
    I waited to long
    and no longer have the strength to go on
    It has entirely consumed me now
    and this pain is horrible
    unbearable
    As the last bit of my conscience is about to drift
    I call out for help
    for someone to help me and save me from what i have become
    I see a light
    A hand extends towards me and i can feel it's welcoming embrace
    I try to reach it
    but it's no use
    I lift up my hand up towards it but can not reach
    For the Darkness that surrounds me is holding me back
    I hear a familiar voice
    It tells me that everything will be alright and he is hear for me if i want it
    I can't recognize this voice
    it's been so long
    I try again to reach the hand
    but the Darkness holds me back
    I try again, this time harder than before and i make it farther than before
    The Darkness begins to pull even harder
    I fight with everything that i have got left just to reach the hand
    It feels as if my body is being ripped to pieces
    With one last try i fight with everythig that i have
    and i grasp onto his hand
    He pulls me towards the light
    straight through the Darkness
    We break free but the light is so bright
    That it takes my eyes awhile to adjust
    They were used to the Darkness for so long
    that the light almost burns them
    I see him now
    and know him well
    He smiles at me when I ask what took so long
    He tells me:
    I have always been here
    watching
    waiting
    I didnt leave you for a moment
    and was the one waiting for you
    It pained me so
    but all I could do was wait untill you were ready
    and wanted my help
    You had to be ready to ask for it

    He is always there watching over us. When the darkness consumes, we cant expect to just be saved. We have to want it and be able to fight to be free. It's up to us and with his help we can all be set free.