• I am a shadow of what was once

    Long ago i was alive

    Long ago i was happy with you, loved you, and believed in you

    I was willing to die for you, do anything for you

    I was there when you lost your job

    i was there when your mother passed away

    I kept quiet when you lied to your father

    I stood by your side

    But then i saw you cheating

    And my heart froze in my chest

    It became an unmovable stone

    I cried the first night

    I thought it was a mistake

    Then you called and confirmed

    You wanted to leave me

    For another girl

    When everyone told you her reputation

    You still went out with her

    It hurt beyond all physical pain

    Now i watch you kiss her and i want to scream

    But i can't because my heart closed

    I don't love you